welcome 2 the fen zone

1/18/22, 7pm: it's extremely very frustrating to be chronically ill and fatigued!!!! i've been kicking ass on my toki pona flashcards for a month now, and haven't missed a day of genuary! just because i'm sick doesn't mean i have to be sad, which is a revoluntionary concept for me lol.

1/14/22, 4pm: just finished my first voice lesson! i'm working on using this beautiful deep range that testosterone gave me, while maintaining effeminate speech patterns. also my cute little holographic rainbow kalimba came in the mail.

1/12/22, 1pm: hiiii!!! i've been doing genuary over on my twitter, and making neat generative art every day. i've definitely gotta figure out how i wanna display my portfolio on this site. i'm thinking it might be neat to do just a cool ass collage of some kind? i don't want to relearn how to do image link maps or whatever they're called, but MAN that would be a fun way to do it. anyways! i made more progress in chicory recently and then watched the really charming run in this year's agdq. that game has helped me so much with processing my own art feelings.

1/5/22, noon: just got back from my 8 week follow up visit after top surgery. i'm free of all restrictions and can lift my cat and do yoga and lie flat to my heart's content.

1/4/22, 6pm: i spent my monday cleaning my room and rearranging things, and now i'm all cozy and ready for january. i finished the main story for chicory today and i'm at something like 87% completion.

1/2/22, 5pm: haaaaaaaappy new year! i've been playing a bunch of chicory and being cozy during a snowstorm.

12/29/21, 7pm: yesterday i took two edibles and deep cleaned my living room.

12/27/21, 9pm: turns out if you don't log in for more than a year, yahoo mail deletes your emails and contacts and pretty much everything. i was able to recover my old myspace and livejournal though, so that's nice.

12/27/21, 1:30pm: i just logged into my yahoo mail account for the first time in probably a decade. now to see which old acounts i can still access from my childhood, hmmmmmmmm

12/26: currently, the worst part of my top surgery recovery is not being able to lay on my sides or front. so uncomfy!!!

12/25: top of my reading pile is "sapiens, a graphic history"

12/23 thought: dang i wish i still had my huge collection of blinkies and xanga icons from middle school